无趣的考试

我们下星期又开始考试了，难以形容我现在的心情，期待？不！一点都不！难过？也称不上难过，因为只是个小测验。所以我现在的感觉，应说是无趣吧！算起来，这是今年第四次考试了，真的考到很没有意思，只要说到考试的心情，似乎从担心变成了无趣，根本没什么感觉。

唉~Geografi,Sejarah, Science，是我的死穴，往往都被这三科害死，当然也不忘那愚蠢的KH，天呀！又是在考试周前夕，这种日子，真的很闷耶！

加油吧！！王展鑫！！你能做到的！！

加油/救命

加油-是我时常用来激励自己的短词。

救命-是我遇难时会一直浮现在脑海里的短词。

今天就这样，好累，早点睡吧，鬼蛋！！

累了

我..真的累了, 从里到外, 内心, 身心, 好沉重, 难以用言语表达.....

今天是美好的星期日, 嗯, 我今天过得蛮享受的, 三个小瓜都跟随哥嫂到亲家母的家去了, 家里很宁静, 可让我休息'骂人'的一天..
时间一天天的过去, 我的生活其实还算有趣, 但不知怎么地这几天开始觉得累了, 好想抛开这里的一切, 不管是责任, 压力, 到外头去散散心, 但,要是我真的这么做了, 我想这些隐形的责任和压力回来找我时, 已有比原本的加了几倍,我该如何丫??

家长日

今天是学校的家长日, 想起一年前的这一天, 忽然感触真的好多哦..对啊, 还是那最老套的一句:一眨眼, 又过了一年了.

今年的家长日没什么特别, 和往年一样, 静悄悄地定下家长日的日期, 而也二话不说地把时间带走了, 沉默的瞬间, 真的把上半年的一切就这样一下子给杀青了. 想想, 今年的初三生涯已经耗尽了一半, 当中尝试了好多种不同味道的点滴, 甜的苦的.....酸的咸的....都在我的味蕾上画上了一个记号, 让我好难忘记,就算想把它中性化, 也抹不掉那些在我的心里已落下深深烙印的'回忆'..

为什么感触会那么多呢? 其实我早已经知道答案, 但是不知为什么真的好想否认这一切的一切!心...真的好不听话地在抽痛着, 刺刺地,辣辣地..我们......真的, 要分开了..看见你们的父母亲来拿那沉重的成绩册, 眼看, 你们......真的长大了!!初一的时候, 试着用眼泪来逃避一切责任的你们, 试着用那夺取爸妈怜悯的眼睛, 把一切的错都掩埋得深透且没有一丝的破绽, 让可怜的家长们都纷纷地安慰着你们...

初二, 当成绩册落在自己手上时, 似乎成了个哑巴, 任从那僵硬的头在那摇晃或是拼命地点头, 头脑像手机一样地设置了'静音'的功能, 只知道震动, 提醒爸妈, 是时候离开了,就这样,时间静悄悄..不!!应说是既匆忙又沉默地溜走了...

今年的你们, 一副满脸充满责任感地坐在父母与老师之间的位子, 好像都已经肯定了: 我会尽力,我会努力, 我一定不会让你们失望, 虽然你们都没有说, 但这些对话却清晰地在你们的脸庞显示出来, 那一刻,我的心....真的抽了一下, 感触真的好多!

我们相处在同一个班上快三年了, 大家的性格, 优点,缺点,不用再形容,应该是说提起, 都自动地储存在心坎里, 只要从新整理一下,所有人的性格都可以列一个表了!我最亲爱的同窗们, 明年大家就得分开了,这段日子里, 所有的一切将成为历史, 我的心.....................................又莫名地触动了一下, 惜缘吧, 麻吉朋友们..

WASEH!! I ate dinner with a police..

Ya, I had my dinner with a DATUK just now. He is Jaice's uncle. The first dialogue I have comunicated with him was that time he came to the centre inaugurated by Jaice's mom where the place I worked for two months in last year's holiday.

Actually, we had known each other and his daughter as well. But I think this was the first time we have been together to sit down for a meal. He is a police with a honour authority position. Thus, he came to us in his uniform as his apparel and with a felt of coercion walked towards us. I was truly captivated and his atire was fascinate me at the moment.

Once he has sat down, many pairs of eyes were stare at our table and yet I felt uncomfortable. However, that feeling not that bad due to his style of talking which contains some kind of humour. Anyway, so glad to listen of his advices to Jaice and I. Thank you vry much for your instigation and also enlighten us to the target we want to be. Sincerely appreciate you that willing to share your story to both of us though we are only a teenager.