Can't use words to describe...

As you all can see..
I had disappeared for quite a long time
Why?
Lots of things happened suddenly
And I still cannot accept the truth that grandma left me  : (

I didn't sit for my final two exam papers..
This was killing me..
I am really really upset
I just can't understand why my school just so cruel to me
I am disappointed,hopeless,depressed
Today I tried to make myself busy and do not think much about it
But they just couldn't get out of my mind
When I sit alone silently,my tears will drop

Not forgetting about my mum's accident that day
That day was the second day grandma passed away
She was still in the coffin..
Monday morning..I went to school like normal because I must sit for the papers
But,when I called back and asked my dad to come and fetch me
The one who picked up the hp wasn't my dad but my neighbour
She said why was I in the school?My mum was in hospital
I started crying when I heard the word---ACCIDENT--
I didn't decide much then I quickly put back the phone and ran back home from school

On the way to home..
I was praying very very hard..I can still feel the pain right now
My tears just can't stop dropping and I am really missing my grandma on that moment
When I reached home,my aunties all shock and told me that my mum and my little nephew were okay..not really serious..I was relief and cried out loud like a kid..
I thanked grandma for listening my prayers..I thanked my aunties for taking care of me from the first day grandma left us..
By the way..our car(3592)had passed away also..
It was really terrible..But luckily my mum and nephew didn't hurt much..


In fact..there are so many things happened within these few days.
After my grandma's funeral..everyone is tiring..and they are still resting right now..

Lastly..I wanna tell something to ah ma here

AH MA! I will never never forget you!I will do whatever you had asked me to
I will be a good girl and take care dad and mum!AH MA!REST IN PEACE!

泪

泪-tears

眼泪会让人成长
We'll grow up when the tears drop..

哭吧哭吧！宝贝！没人会理你的！
Just cry out as loud as you can cause no one will cares for YOU!

Wilberg*潘帅*

Sorta addicted to his new drama--爱无限
His acting skill improve so much from 不良笑花
He is so cute..handsome and of course very healthy..wheeee^__^
Added him to my idols' list..
Support him forever!
Hope he'll get a wife soon..^__^

Jason Chen

Awww.....Love both of them..
Wish to know them
They are cyber singers since from year 2006..
Asians but can sing as well as Americans..
Take a look..you'll love it!

Tadika Karitas Sports Day 10'

None of my business right?
Since Mrs Boon asked me about one month ago
That's too bad if I reject her..
So today I followed her there
Being a security guard with my gb uniform,haha..weird I know..
I thought I'll be helper but ended up with this

Seriously,parents of the children there are just so STUBBORN
I rather take care of the kids instead of just standing there and kept asking those parents move backwards move backwards..

Have you seen indoor sports day before?
The sports day was just like a concert
No field but in a 'sona room'
Freaking hot inside and lack of oxygen
Due to the limit of seats,parents have to squeeze
By the way,none of them willing to do so
When I asked them to sit on the chair..I was like wind..They didn't even listen
After few of the races,I gave up..
Just standing there like a wood..
I felt dizzy and hungry..

Throughout the sports races..
I got so much of feeling
I saw a few kids crying,I saw the parents very supportive
I saw the teachers all very busy
I saw the races between parents and parents were cute enough
Anyway,I enjoyed but tired..
heehee..thanks for asking me to help up..
Gotta continue the idiot subject----sejarah

smile^__^   >.<

Let's crap

In fact,I wanna gossip instead of crapping..
Just finished reading one of friend's blog..
No,she is not my friend either,tuition-mate?
She changed a lot..
She was quite innocent when we first met..
We sat together quite often..I thought,yea I THOUGHT she will be like an angel
Her smile,her sincere eyes,her kindly heart had gone when the word just turned out from her mouth..

I don't care....
Is she considered my friend?perhaps.
but yet I can't accept the changes of hers in such a big difference

Let's talk about the papers today
Wheeee...Not difficult as I thought..
I was regretting after I got the exam paper..especially bm paper 1..
I remember before the paper,Cik Liana had reminded us to read the text book..
From unit 6 to unit 11..I knew that but didn't think much about it and that was tips!!!!!!
Useless regretting..The exam paper today,one of the questions--number one quetion,if I am not mistaken,
is exactly the same as the contoh karangan essay in text book page.199-200..

How sad...Not going to blame others..because I know nobody really follow teacher's reminder or even go hafal the whole passage..fine fine fine~
BM is my weakest subject ever..
Tuition class time..tata~

Gotta change my Blog in english language..^__^

'Start a blog in English. This is one way for you to practice your writing. Blog on something that you love. If you are a fan of movies, start a blog and write about your favourite movies, your favourite characters, what you think could be improved in the movie, what new movies to expect next year, etc. Besides blogging, try joining online forums, engage in online chatting and more.'

Because of the phrases,I decided blog in english
Heyya people,please correct me if I do type wrong words,or maybe spelling mistakes or even grammar mistakes..You can just comment in my chat box..or you can just tell me personally especially st.marians..
wheeeeeee^__^..I'll accept whatever you all comment..Learn from mistakes..I will!I must!improve my english essays..


Not forgetting there is english language paper tomorrow,seriously,I have no idea on what I should study..
Let it be...


ps:for those who always read my blog...Jiajia..Jaicejaice..etc..huhu...correct me yoh^__^

Sejarah week

There it goes...my sejarah revision..
The journey is short but with thousands of checkpoints..
The game started in silence without notices..
Checkpoints I had passed through weren't difficult
Just that need longer time to digest and save in my brain
Thinking of reformat computer..reformat my brain instead..
So that I have got more spaces to insert more and more facts..

Haha..as what Pn.Raja told me..
She has 800 gbs spaces more to insert bio terms..
I asked her: thn how you search for them when they got sucks?
She answered: They are in separated  folders which arranged by her at once..
I...speechless..=.=
Btw..I'll carry on the game..
till I reach the last checkpoint..
Without skipping any page..^__^
Come on..Lets continue the journey!

??My first is the final??E.A

Final=First Exam
E.A(Ekonomi asas) isn't that easy..
Makes me become more dizzy..
You're not in my score 'A'list..
Can't memorise your facts properly..
Why am I so silly..?You are my first..but you fall on my final..
You are very logic..but too bad I have no common sense..
I am afraid of you..but I couldn't escape..

Exam Fever

Staring at the book but nothing goes in ..I wondered why the facts in bm are just leceh..BABI BETUL!

FED UP!