一路顺风

爸爸妈咪明天要去中国了
去十多天
一定会超想他们拉
希望一切顺顺利利，平安回来

一路顺风拉，爸~妈~
然后我也得努力些
把我不会的，在这个星期里尽量学会
照顾阿嫲，三个瓜

何谓“矜持”

从我懂事以后
妈妈就一而再，再而三地提醒我
女孩子，要懂得矜持

对！我们是女生，
不管怎样，都不可以随便乱来
虽说现在时代变了
但我还是很坚持女孩子的矜持

可是，我的看法
好像很老土
因为现在的社会告诉我
你“敢”，就赢，你“躲”则输。
现在的女生越穿越少，
但很多男生都忘了什么是‘正经’，什么是'随便'
只要她身材好，脸蛋好，就上了

唉~到底是我的想法太老土，
还是男生们都失去判断理智了呢？
现在的女生，
都好没有内涵
外表包装得很好看
但里面却是空的
只要有男生大方地约她们
就毫不犹豫地答应了
‘矜持’不再存在

我很庆幸
我有一个很关心我的家庭
从来不缺乏‘爱’
我想这是老天爷献给我最好的礼物
让我分清楚
什么该做，什么不该做
亲朋戚友都说我很懂事
其实并不是
我只是比一般“不懂事”的女生们幸福
当然免不了，
同样是女生的我，
一定会被某某男生吸引
但我知道，不是这个时候
可能你们会说我成熟，懂事
但我还是要强调
我才16岁，
说大不大，说小不小
似懂非懂，
我希望自己的感情是成熟的
所以，我还是很坚持！
所谓的"矜持"

当每个人都往特别的方式迈进时，
而你却往最平凡的方式走去，
你才是最特别的那一位！

憔悴

我变了！
对,变得好酷
这个假期
是我度过最难熬的假期
我真的很累
今天认真地照镜子
突然觉得，我真的好憔悴
不行！我得振作！
我不可以倒下！
看看吧，自己拍下来的照片，看了都觉得好心痛

看吧！以前的王展鑫呢？不见了！好想她！

够了！我累了！

为什么突然发生了这么多事？
而且没有一样是好事。
爸爸的护照
哥哥的公司
嫂嫂的身子
阿嫲的健康
妈妈的疲劳

好累好累
我要垮了
爸爸的护照还没有处理完
公司里又发生了一连串的事
被人家跑了几十千的债
嫂嫂为了公司就要变成机器人了
可怜的妈妈为了照顾三个小瓜，自己也好久没运动了
而阿嫲又突然间生了一场大病

到底怎么了？？

我累了！

求求你，
让我们休息一下好吗？
昨晚在医院照顾阿嫲一整晚
才知道病人真的很难照顾
尤其是老人家

感觉得到哥哥的压力
感觉得到爸爸的失望
感觉得到妈妈的疲劳
感觉得到阿嫲的病痛
感觉得到嫂嫂的坚强

所以现在的我真的很痛
我的心真的很痛
强逼自己不能让眼泪落下
家里就好像只剩下我是最没烦恼的
突然觉得自己好没用
为什么我不能减轻他们的负担？
就连今天想要留在医院照顾阿嫲
都被妈妈阻止了
她说我的脸色很不好看
让她去
但其实我知道她比我累好几百倍
但就是不让我去

老天爷！
我求求您
考验就到这
我已经感受得到了
我很努力地想帮忙
但却一点忙也帮不上
够了，到这里就好了！

翘课的一天

现在是早上八点
我应该在学校的
呵呵，但因为一直拉肚子
cirit-birit~
只好呆在家咯
其实昨晚我九点半就上床睡觉了
我睡了十个小时
所以现在不想睡了
而且会不知不觉地想上厕所
T.T

明天是最后一天
又是假期
wahaha..
还是做学生最幸福！

羡慕

今天在上补习AddMaths的时候
我就觉得好累好累
很饿，很想睡
一直到break time，很高兴地站起来要去cafe
唉~但我忘记带钱，突然想到身上没钱的我
去了也不能买，就很失望地坐下来。。T.T

原以为我还好
至少Celia也是和我一样
身上没钱，肚子又饿
我们两个同病相怜
但是我错了

五分钟后，
一个工作人员拿了一包三文治进来
给Celia,我才知道
她发短信给他，说她肚子饿，
那个男生的staff就真的买了给他
事后我才知道
原来那个男生喜欢她
所以她只是一封短信
就随传随到
因为他是那里的工作人员

那一刹那
我真的很羡慕
当Celia开着包装纸
大大口地咬下去
太好了，她的桃花运真好
去到哪里都有男生为她服务

而我，却继续饿着肚子
撑到补完习
其实我也没有埋怨
我只是打从心里地羡慕
算了，这世界就是这样地不公平

好吧，晚安了~

我爱她

昨晚，发恶梦
我梦见她就这样死了
不要！我要做的事情多着呢！
不能这么早就走
不会的！我会好好爱自己
可能她外表不美
但她内心却很美
她不曾得罪人
不要这样早就带她走！

Sports Day 2010

As usual,sports day had OVER~
Ya,,I am so happy with it..
Just because of my skin..I am so dark now..T.T
Let's continue my topic
So,wuahaha..our house---Playne house..won!And we got CHAMPION!!
But marching got second,not our target actually..Btw，we should appreciate our marching captain also---Crystal..She did a good job.she skip a lot of lessons for our sake..Thank you!

Our cheerleading!Oh yeah!!Champion this year!well done!
But too bad,,the tent decorations we got last..
We thought was ours after they announced the third and second but...
NOPE！ya..quite sad actually..Spider as our theme has a very deep meaning in it
But I really can't believe that the cup will be taken by POPE
SPIDER not just decorations..Last year we lost..SPIDER as our theme means that we will work like them
We are not giving up easily,although the spider net spoilt we still stand up and built again and again
But we can't blame the judges or complain,I know..It was fair,we must accept^^

So,,conclusion is...OVER!GAME OVER,,
ANDREA!You are the best captain I had ever met!thanks!
Hence,its time to continue my study now!no more excuse for not being to tuition



Today is xinxin's birthday!Happy birthday..You can do it!Gambateh!

紧张，兴奋

不要误会
没有什么好隐瞒的事
不要乱猜
其实只是小事

明天，
运动会！
我只能说，
我现在很紧张，很兴奋
我想今晚肯定睡不着
因为每一年的这一天
我都失眠
我很怕明天出状况
希望不要有人晕倒
当然最后的愿望是。。

PLAYNE能拿冠军！
^^

WOW!YESTERDAY!!^^

What was going on?

Non-athelete competition

How was it?

Wahaha,,,well done,,

Why?Because I am so proud of PLAYNIANS!

So proud to be their naib setiausaha

I was actually so scared of standing infront

And lead them to cheer

But my boss---Mun Li..(setiausaha)

encouraged me..and she did show me what must do,how to do

And I really so touching that our house got champion for tarik tali

We break the history!^^

Ya..the weather was freaking hot

We were damn tired,and even stay back for extra practice

But I do my part,always tell myself  that I must be the most spirit one!I must do well..

Than others will get influenced by me

I did a good job!(PERASAN)ahahaha

And you guys know what..

I slept at 8.30pm yesterday!

OMG!!Heng Chang Sin slept so early!!!

ya..I was so tired,,and I couldn't do anything after tuition

Well.our house is the first place among all TEMPORARY

The final result must depends on this Saturday---SPORTS DAY!!

NERVOUS~~~~

WOW!PICC--Putrajaya International Convention Centre

OMG!You know how's the building looks like?
Its amazing..7-stars hotel?
So,today I had went there for ''Pertandingan Pitado Bahasa Melayu Antarabangsa''
It was actually very crazy and funny incident happened in my class today

In fact,I was not planning to go,and even be the first one who rejected the request by Miss Chong
That was because I feel like boring to listen to...... you know---""Bahasa Tercinta""lame things!
and that's how I rejected..

By the way,today I went to school as usual but a little earlier compare to what I had used to be
I felt like dying for a moment..
WHY??
I din't complete my homeworks!
And it was not only one or two exercises but every single subject's..
OMG!Just imagine how wretched am I..

And in a sudden..a win came to me..and I think it was my saviour..
Lixin..asked''Anyone wants to go for the ''lame things?''I mean she din't mention that of course but I cannot remember what she had asked..
But in a few minutes,no one answers,and finally I answered!Yup!I wanna go!!
Just in a few seconds,I had filled up the form,and forge my dad's signature for sure..^^
I did all these stuffs just because of I din't do my homeworks,and I know that I was actually escaping
And the worst thing was I don't even know what is the main purpose of the competition..

Suddenly,we had been called to gather in the foyer,and straight depart after a few minutes
I felt so crazy..I really follow them on the way to PICC..
And I din't bring my bag also..hahaha...FUNNY!
When we arrived,we all were like''orang kampung''
It was like a heaven for us man~!
So nice!It is a glory and splendor building I had ever seen in Malaysia
When we steped into the hall,we were like all grandeur walking towards the ball room
It's cool..

We met up with a lot of foreign students there
And I felt embarrass when seeing the competition
They can speak bahasa melayu and they are willing to learn,,but how about us?
all right...it was a supprising ''TRIP"
By the way,I had learned something also which is we must not complaining about BM whereas keep on learning our ''BAHASA TERCINTA"^^

Sorry for no picture uploading...Because I really don't know that I will be going~
HAHAHA...FUNNY day~

AND tomorrow is the mini sports day!!
GAMBATEH!!PLAYNE HOUSE non-athelete...

百听不厌

其实有很多首歌曲
都很好听，很有意思
但这些歌曲都被我们忘记了
被丢在一旁了
今天心情很好
在家里唱K
翻回我以前收集的专辑
都是一些百听不厌的歌曲
突然觉得很有新鲜感
便很顺手地放进CDplayer,
麦克风拿了就唱

Waseh!真的很好唱
高音不会太高
低音也不会太低
就这样，我连续唱了20++首经典歌曲
其中一首---感动天，感动地
真的很好听
七情六欲也不错
沙漠寂寞也很棒

都是一些90年代的歌
奇怪的是
为什么我会唱呢？
不知道，
可能是表姐们时常唱吧

现在回想
这些歌真的好有意思
比起现在的R&B
有很大的不同
歌词也是很有意思
虽然简单
但要表达的情感却少不了

我承认！我很OUT!
以前的我总是很注意新歌的出炉
但现在，却一直在倒带
因为，我没有那个时间去跟了
不过没关系，
只要是有意思的歌，
听一百遍也不会腻。。^^